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Saturday, February 5, 2011

screwy days, poisoned pizza, manual labor, long drives, sunny days

So, after screwing up last week with thinking legs was arms and putting myself ahead 3 days further than I actually was, I have sort of fixed it. Well, today is really truly day 1 of week 7. For real this time. So in one week and 4 days (w8d4) I will be taking pics. However, I may not. I cheated last night. Badly. I ate pizza. And not just a slice. I think pizza must be my crack, because I intended to have ONE bite, and just couldn't stop. I had FOUR pieces!!!!!! OMG! I am such a fat-arse! So, this morning, I did core with my BFF and just couldn't bring it. I'm thinking I am realizing what people mean when they say bad foods poison your body. I always have such a hard time getting myself back in gear after I cheat. I feel tired, lethargic and it's harder to get going. That in and of itself should be enough to keep me from cheating, right? Not. No one ever accused me of being logical. Well, maybe it will be ok. I had Special K for breakfast, and I am about to have a protein shake for lunch, and then I have to go to my manual labor job tonight (someone called in) so I'll be on my feet for 8 hours, so, maybe that will be enough to help cleanse the poisoned pizza out of my system. Tomorrow when I do Cardio, maybe I can "bring it" a little better. I wish I didn't have to go so far for work. I don't have to be there until 3, but that means I have to leave home by 2, so I have to be in the shower by 1. It''s 1215 now and I just finished working out. By the time I finish my blog update and make my shake, it will be time to get in the shower. If I worked closer, I might have time for a quick walk. It's so pretty outside. I almost feel guilty for being inside on days like today. Today would be a great day for pulling weeds. :) Oh well... Ok, I'm off to the kitchen to make my shake. Have a great Saturday, Readers.

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

another 1/2 lb, kenpo, size 8

Up and at 'em early today. Kenpo is done for the day. It was kind of hard today. I don't know if I just "brought it" harder than usual or what. At multiple points I had to stop because I thought my heart was going to pound its way out of my chest. At one point I was even a little dizzy. I don't think that's happened before, except week one.
Tomorrow is day 7 of week 6, which means I am one day from week 7. More than half way there! Almost time for pics again!!
A wonderful surprise was waiting for me at the scales this morning! Another half pound down. Down to 141.5 now. :) That means i am 21.5 pounds from GOAL! I know that still sounds like a lot, but when you consider I was once--at my heaviest--43 pounds from goal, it doesn't seem like so much. And the fact that I can now fit into a SIZE 8 is flipping AWESOME!!!!!! I tried on every single pair of pants, capris, shorts, and dresses in my closet last night. I own NOTHING too small now. I own quite a bit of things that are too big, but nothing in my closet is too small anymore. The dress I bought for my non-wedding back in '07, when I was working DAILY with a trainer, is HUGE on me. Like, it fell off my shoulders. That little bitty pink flowered spaghetti strapped dress my mom gave me a million years ago not only fit, but was a little too loose on me. Even in the boobs!! Not only did I fit into a size 8 pair of jeans, I raided Sierra's closet and fit into a size 9 JUNIORS!!!!! And a size 11 JUNIORS was too BIG!!! Oh yeah, P90X ROCKS!!! I wish I saw it more on the scales, but I guess as long as my body is changing shapes and I'm fitting into smaller clothes, I probably shouldn't complain.
So, I just got out of the shower and am getting ready to get dressed for the day. I think I'm going to wear the Junior size 9 jeans today. Once I'm all dolled up, I'll have a pic taken and post it.
So, if you are reading this and there is no pic attached, make sure you check back later. :)